I am a professional worrier. Its what I do and I do it well! If nothing else, this process has been a lesson in letting go and trusting. There have been so many times where I have to take a step back and rememeber why I am doing this. I believe God has led me to this point, so I have to trust that he will continue.

"I am leading you, step by step, through your life. Hold my hand in trusting dependence, letting me guide you through this day. Your future looks uncertain and feels flimsy- even precarious. That is how it should be. Secret things belong to the Lord, and future things are secret things. When you try to figure out the future, you are grasping as things that are mine. This, like all forms or worry, is an act of rebellion: doubting my promises to care for you.

When you find yourself worrying about the future, repent and return to me. I will show you the next step forward, and the one after that, and the one after that. Relax and enjoy the journey in My presence, trusting me to open up the way before you as you go" -Jesus Calling